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one week for myself(clean). honesty has never been my best quality, and now it comes little easier, but the pain i feel stays the same.so many wrongs to right, so many people to say i am sorry to, and some just " knew i was on something" all along. which i guess i had it coming to me, but funny thing is the times when they knew i was on drugs and messed up, i was clean that day.kinda makes me wonder how many people know the real me?? i have confessed a lot of things to my husband and children, which i know is a good start. but now i have to confess a lot more things to myself. i need to get back with GOD really bad.and i am slowly getting the courage to do so. everyone says they are proud of me, but i am not proud of myself right now. and i know i cant fix anything else until i fix myself, so i am taking one day at a time and one scared breath at a time.
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