Thanks guys....
today and yesterday was better maybe just a little lapse back into behaviour. Still hard though like I feel like purging right now but ya that's not a smart idea. I wish this all would just go away the eating disorder the cravings for drugs the self-harm that I sometimes do. I guess I have to deal with the underlying problem and stuff deal with the trauma that I've experienced and why I'm using unhealthy coping methods. Though I wish there was some magic pill that you could take that makes everything better. No more eating disorder, drugs , self-harm, depression etc.