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Originally Posted by crzylilmndfreak  I honestly dont know why i have PD, if you could, would you mind sharing what caused yours?? |
Sure. Mine came about from traumatic abuse as a child. And this is hard to discuss in a way that makes sense. But in a hope this helps...I did not form a health bound with my mother. That is to say I could not trust her. On one hand she was my everything; my care giver, my protector, my security. She was at the same time; my worst fear, my enemy, my deepest source of shame. This childhood experience of a mother left me baffled and confused. I lived a childhood torn between trust and deceit...It changed the direction as to who I would become as an adult.
To this day I still practice a healing...a healing that now revolves around caring for myself and not caring to numb myself.