This is something I don't understand...first off is there a big difference in subutex and suboxone? Cause, I abused pain pills hard core for more than 10 years, really really bad, and I'm taking suboxone and have no desire to abuse it whatsoever. I take one small dose along w/vitamins every morning and I don't as much as think about it for the rest of the day. I also suffer from rheumitoid arthritis, and have a lot of pain. I can't see that the suboxone helps with that. I do sometimes take 800mg of ibuprofen and it helps me...(imagine that).
The suboxone is doing it's job for me, cause I have no cravings and no desire to 'use'.
I'm sorry you're going through this.:sorry
You'll be in my prayers honey,
Penny