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smoke gets in my eyes · 05-07-2004, 10:31 AM

So your drug use started partly as a result of trying to be thin?

I think a lot of my codie-fying grew out of trying to be loved in spite of the fact that I wasn't worthy. (Of course, my self loathing went a lot deeper that just my weight. I couldn't do anything to suit myself.) When I chose to be totally obliterated for a year or so in college, it was just general anesthetic.

05-07-2004, 10:31 AM	#7 (permalink)
smoke gets in my eyes 1000 Post Club Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: That's what I'd like to know. Posts: 2,432	Re: Self-Image So your drug use started partly as a result of trying to be thin? I think a lot of my codie-fying grew out of trying to be loved in spite of the fact that I wasn't worthy. (Of course, my self loathing went a lot deeper that just my weight. I couldn't do anything to suit myself.) When I chose to be totally obliterated for a year or so in college, it was just general anesthetic. __________________ It is better to have loved and lost than to live with a psycho for the rest of your life. 21st century proverb