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Unfortunately I am still drinking so I guess I'm putting all this on myself...Why do we do these things to ourselves.I have never been on any meds I was always against the idea because then that would mean there is something wrong I know how stupid it sounds.I don't know why I always fight for all the wrong reasons.And the things I should be fighting for I just let slip away.I just want to be able to love myself I want things to matter I want to feel free.I know it's up to me and that's why it's so frustrating cause for the life of me I can't seem to make any progress.What a horrible disease.Thanks for your support.
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