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Hang in there. Sometimes, things can turn on a dime for me. I'll be feeling really horrible and then I look up and see the birds flying across the sky or hear a song I love or catch the eye of someone and I can tell they care. Sometimes, a little thing like that can change everything. Or at least give me at least time to take a breath.
I hope you're not drinking. If you're drinking, you practically eliminate your chances of finding your balance and finding hope again. Drinking, for me, is a long, slow suicide. Not drinking, I at least give myself a chance to find a path of recovery in this world - a path that gives me solace. Where I keep learning and growing. Where things matter. Where I matter.
Hang in there. Don't drink. There is nothing wrong with a chemical imbalance. Many of us here at SR have them and take meds. Have you tried medication?
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