Old 04-05-2009, 09:03 AM
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Helene
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Hi nandm,
I cannot thank you enough for posting these. I am working on this alone, but with the help of this site, and having something to focus my energy on and taking the time to ask myself these questions and actually work through them, is helping me enormously. I hadn't realised so many things until I read the questions and asked myself them. It is making me cringe with doscomfort at many points, but facing it head on, is a constant reminder of why I am here on this site. I do not want to drink. There are many parts of me saying, go on - have one. Ha! As if I could ever just have one...today especially (day 6!)I have felt a longing for that warm, syrupy feeling in my limbs and the fuzziness creeping in on the edges of my brain that I get after the first or second one, but sitting here and doing this is reminding me that it doesn't EVER stop there, and that it only lasts for at best half an hour and then its to h*ll and gone...Thanks nandm!
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