| Rediscovering Honesty
Now one week clean. Able to start thinking with guidance from sponsor, friends in recovery, and addiction specialist of ten years. Reading posts to stimulate me further and learn. Writing to organize my thoughts.
Beginning to realize that honesty is harder than I imagined. I'm not one who lies to all people all the time but I've ALWAYS lacked the courage to talk about feelings. About wanting to run. About wanting to hide. About fears, crazy fears. Mark Twain said: "I have been through some terrible things in my life, some of which actually happened." I relate to that.
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