| I KNOW I am crazy....
I've always been looking for some place where I could be honest about who I am and what I believe... I hope to find it here.
I made a post in this same area about how to overcome problems. You should read this post.
I think what makes me different from people with our problems is that I openly admit that I am crazy. I'll never tell anyone else that, of course. But, for SURE, I am crazy. ****, you wouldn't believe some of my beliefs.
I have also had drug and alcohol problems over the years. I have problems with my family, problems with other people... I basically just have had PROBLEMS in my life.
But there IS hope.. I'm not ever going to tell you, if you're dysfunctional like I am, that you're totally normal. You're not. Or you're probably not. But if you can EMBRACE that....... And see your gifts... Try to be grateful when you shouldn't be.... I think you can create a great and better energy...
Obviously, I am not here because I am perfect. I am here because I have lots of problems. But I am in the first stages, after 29 years, I am starting to see my true answers. I know I can overcome. I know I can overcome any problem, whether that is drugs, alcohol, or maybe if it is my dysfunctional family... or my depression.. ANYTHING-- I've seen it all--
But I am overcoming it day, by day. STOP BEING a wussy--- Depression is all in the way you think about it.. so is drug abuse...
I'm not saying its ever easy.. but WAKE UP------ You don't have to be a loser. You can decide who you want to be. Decide right now, not today, not in the next hour--- Decide RIGHT NOW that you are going to overcome and be a WINNER.
YOU will decide if this comes true or not. DECIDE RIGHT NOW-- Are you going to waste years in regret? DECIDE RIGHT NOW--- No matter what your life was before.... You will be a winner from this day on. YOU WILL. BELIEVE IT. This will make or break you. Do you believe it or not?
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