[Yesterdaysnumb]

What do you do when your faith is gone? My faith in my husband is gone. He'll never change. He'll never get better. And God keeps saving him from dying... it's not fair! He should OD. He should. I know it's not right for me to say this but so many other people OD their first time. Young people. And here he is ruining people's lives and he keeps to keep going. It's like his chance for hitting rock bottom never comes. He doesn't have a reason to change. This idiot even snorted cocaine in the church bathroom. He goes to church each Sunday mocking God. He says he's a Christian, he says he's better. But then it's just another let-down. He's a fake, a phony! And my faith in him is gone. Does that mean my faith in God is gone too?