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Originally Posted by NateZackinFla  I even attended an AA meeting (for the first time last Monday) and with all the talk about alcohol I ended up purchasing a 12 pack, going home and passing out. Not what i was hoping for to say the least, but I'm not giving up. |
Welcome.
I too had the experience you speak of. More than once to be honest.
But that was years ago. I've been continuously sober since January 1991.
You say you are alcoholic and that you believe in God. What I would do if I were you is find another alcoholic in AA that has recovered from alcoholism as the result of having an experience with God in the 12 Steps and ask them to show you the way.
Jim