[CoF1984]

I appreciate all the feedback here. I know when I started drinking heavily I started dealing less and less with people because I was embarassed by how much I drink, so I'm not sure if I did that so much that it became a habit to be alone and anti-social, but when I did deal with people I needed to drink to feel comfortable around people. Which was sad because I had to get a buzz from drinking just to go to church and not be scared of people.

Going to my AA meetings here over the past few weeks seem to help me learn how to be social while sober. I think if I can find a free or low income health clinic I might try to talk to someone just for an outside opinion from the medical field on the matter, but I'm hoping to overcome this without medical help. I seem to be doing a little better, but not much.

And once again I truly appreciate all the feedback here. It's been a big help.
Wes