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(((LB)))
Though I was ADDICTED to crack, I abused all kinds of stuff. I, honestly, rarely think of crack any more. However, when I get stressed, I think of all kinds of OTHER things that will make me numb...like alcohol and opiates.
I COULD use them, and stop, in the past, but who knows if I could stop now? Don't want to find out, and I realize it's just my addict voice wanting relief. So, I don't go there. Basically, it's a big red flag, for me. If I'm wanting something to numb me, I need to pull out more recovery tools.
I am very, very proud of you...you are doing awesome!!
Hugs and prayers!
Amy
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"I'm not where I want to be, but thank God I'm not where I used to be" - Joyce Meyer
"You got what it takes you can win, today is your day to begin. Don't give up here, don't you quit, the moment is now, this is it
I know that you can then you will, get to the top of the hill. Part of the fun is the climb, you just gotta make up your mind" - Shania Twain 
(Tinker, Elvis, Patches and Mots - Mouth Of The South)
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