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Originally Posted by dragonheart  I have gone to five NA meetings which are good but i feel very uncomfortable because i am new and probably the only one in there under the influence,any ideas. |
Most likely because you're new and under the influence, but you're very likely not the only one there while under the influence either. Feeling unique or "more bad or broken" than others is common, but it's not reality.
The first step needs to be getting off the stuff, somehow...
Is there anybody in your life, or you've met at a meeting you can talk to, and get together with, to help you plan and quit the pills? Doing it alone is really difficult, and often feels impossible.