Ugh- where to start y'all? Umm how do I summarize this? OK 15 years ago I was 16 and he was 24 and he sold me pot and we liked to party and he stayed that way and I grew up. And now 2 kids, a major stroke which left him temporarily paralyzed, a successful business, me moving out twice, this time to another state, a custody battle, with a bad outcome, him saying he broke up with new gf cause he couldn't do the deed with her because it has been just us for so long, and now I am trying to convince him to get sober (again) and he is refusing, and I am trying to talk him into it and I am crying because he won't change for us and it is nothing new same old codependent of the decade crap, but I want so badly for him to want it and him to take some responsibility but I am moving on with my life, but I have to send my daughter to him to live because of the court stuff but she can come back and I hope she will after she sees how he really is without me there, but I will worry about her so much and I wish she hadn't chosen this, etc. etc. I am in hell right now. Please help me see the light at the end of the tunnel!
BTW I used to post on here a couple of years ago so I am new but not really new. Just help me remember what I need to hear to RMEMBER if you know what I mean. Please...
