Hello Kittycat 12
I've just read your story, and I'm sure that if you've come this far, you CAN do it. Please do not touch anything and I've said a prayer for you and your daughter.It won't help AT ALL if you take a drug. It will just drag things out longer.
I'm afraid that I don't know anything about taxes, probably someone on this site knows more.
Lack of sleep is awful I know. When I really can't sleep I get up and try to do something that will make my day easier the next day as I will be tired or I try to unwind by doing something relaxing like a good book or a soppy film! I've heard on this site that "ambien" works wonders for them. Perhaps you could get some when the shops open to help you with sleep.
Take lots of Tender Loving Care of yourself. Your daughter has a wonderful mother, you seem to be doing all you can to start a brand new life with all the great things that go with it. That is worth it.
Much, much love,
Ingrid
:praying