| I am sorry for the insanity lately
It's just been that things have been so insane. Sorry if I've driven some of you crazy. Things have finally been determined, but it was so hard to decide which rehab to go into. At times I feel guilty for even going (IOW, what is my problem and why do I have to spend all this money just to get well...anger over the fact I have to do this because I know in my heart I do...scared about the economy and will I ever work again...so many emotions and so much confusion).
At any rate, the place where I put the deposit down - the guy went so far as to ask if I wanted someone to come and pick me up. Mind you, we are talking from the CA coastline to Phoenix. Long drive. He said "Just come here" "Just come here" "You are just sitting there drinking, and I gotta admit he is right." I'm sure I've been driving them crazy too with all the flip flopping. So I'll just bite the bullet and do the deal. We leave on Tuesday and there is so much to be done between now and then.
Well, everyone, thanks for hanging in there with me.
Love,
Katie Bear
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