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Hello Luka, I am sorry you are going through tough times. Remember.. this too shall pass.
I admire you, you sound so strong. Addiction is merciless and I am sorry it is taking your sister.
Surrender is something I am learning as well, surrender to the FACT I cannot control or cure anyone.
One AH told me recently that I did all I could regarding an exAH. "You held his hand" that is what he said. And I say the same to you. You held her hand. That was all you could have done.
Take good care of yourself and please keep posting. This is a wonderful place. You are not alone.
I hope that you have a good time during your birthday, reach out, talk to friends and your HP. I did that during my birthday and it was a wonderful, peaceful day, even in the midst of a storm we can find serenity.
Hugs!
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