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Thank you both for your replies....
Serenityqueen Im sorry you know where I'm coming from.... I've been to both psychiatrists and psychologist. Talking about it has never seemed to get anywhere, and I just end up abusing the pills from the psychiatrist eventually..
Ive been diagnosed with depression and anxiety... Ive been on 7 different meds with nothing making much of a difference, no anti-depressants do anyway... except benzos for anxiety and panic attacks, which make me more depressed and so i abuse them anyway. How awful am I?
Thank you both. I still feel very lost. Im scared to look for help again, it seems easier to continue this path of addiction and destruction but i know i cant.. its like i am being pulled in different directions. Sorry for ranting.
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