Lost,
You're doing great to hang in there! I'm mostly feeling flat myself, with the exception of some simmering anger (of unknown origin), disgruntled disappointment (because of the way that I'm feeling), and a little bit of pissed-off impatience (just because and because... Ahh! Screw it! Who cares why... it's just there). It's good to the hear the resolve in your attitude in spite of things being far from ideal right now. Thanks for posting.
(It may not help, but it never hurts.)