[geekorunique]

I was talking to my group members last night and they said that in their first year of recovery they experienced severe highs and lows and often thought that they may be bipolar. It's got me thinking about a lot of things and I'm not looking for medical advice as I know I'll get that from my psychiatrist but I just wondered if anyone else felt like that as well?

I was told that there's good and bad new about AA. The good news is you get your emotions back and the bad news is that you get your emotions back! I've been doing a lot of searching in my head though and I think I have always been one extreme or another. Periods of low moods would last for days and days and when you're twelve years old and your aunt has just died and you are in a strange country I think there was a reason for it. But when you're using solvents and painkillers and razors to solve those problems I think that has to be a sign of something that is wrong?

Really just wanted the support of my fellow SRers lol. I think I will go on the tablets for a while at least. Or I should probably hand it over and wait for a sign!

:praying