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The awakening of my spirit clearly shows on my face. It is more relaxed. My voice is calmer. My attitude is more caring and tolerant. This means a great deal to me coming from someone else and they tell me. My disease sometimes traps me into focusing at what I don't have. I am learning not to be too hard on myself.
I carry the message by trying to live by example, by making amends immediately when harm is done, and by avoiding acting on the defect causing harm in the future.
I try to be available after meetings, through the web, and by phone, as much as I can,for those seeking my little experience in how I managed to defeat my disease today.
This is soo much not the junkie me!
I try to relate my Steps to situations throughout my day everyday.
It gets better with practice, much better.
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