I wish that I could help you more concretely, but one thing I would advise you to do is keep on searching and don't let anyone downplay your cravings. I'm not trying to disrespect any previous posters, but its the cravings that sent many an addict to a death in an alley with a needle in their arm. I relapsed over and over and over- with people continuously telling me that my cravings were a result of "not working a good enough program." I've been on Suboxone for three months now and I truly consider it a miracle. If someone placed a needle full of Oxycontin on my bathroom counter I would simply find the nearest sharps container! Sure I'm going to have to come off of it, but I plan to do so over the course of a year so I'm not real worried. You should be able to find a doc soon enough with Mass. being a medical hub- I've lived there. God bless.