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nikishine, I am so sorry about your little boy, that is so sad. I am a mother myself so I can understand your heartbreak, losing a child is something that should never happen, but unfortunately, sometimes it does. I think you need to surround yourself with people who can help you and comfort you. Don't try to get through this terrible "anniversary" on your own, you need help from others. Don't worry about helping us on SR we can take care of ourselves, worry about yourself and dealing with your grief without alcohol. Drinking will not make it better, just worse. Spend a sober day thinking about your son and about how much you love him. Celebrate his life by being sober today. You are in my thoughts, I will pray for you today and pray that God will shine his light on you and relieve you of your pain. I am not a religious person, but for some reason these words popped out of my keyboard!
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