Nicki We aren't going away, we are here for you! We love you and you have been in my prayers and I just prayed for you right now.
We are just human and we can only do what we can.
So you got drunk so what, your here and we are here together. Nobody will judge you on drinking, as a matter of fact I respect you even more, (to thy own self be true) just by confiding in us you are a bigger person.
Don't worry about it. Don't kick yourself in the butt for this, that will only make you want to destroy yourself even more.
If you can make it through the detox period( and we can do it together)
All you have to do is change your sobriety date and work at it again.
I think I speak for all of SR when I say, it's OK, pick up the pieces and lets move on to sobriety. day 1 is today? tomorrow when ever your ready
just don't leave us here at SR whatever you do.

:praying