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trio313 · 02-13-2009, 09:43 AM

thanks everyboby here for pointing me in the right direction. today I have 65 c/s days.
I now have a sponsor,hp,& a bunch of tools to squash any urges that will make me lose my time;witch is very important to me.
do I regret the past or fear the future? no I now live in the present.
do I have any resentments? sometimes,but now I write them down & put them on the shelf.I am not going to waste a beautiful day carrying them with me.
do I work the steps?? not yet but sponsor is going to have me start soon.
do I share at meetings? not as much as I should ,but its getting easier every day.
I did not give up d/d to be miserable. I am going to do everything I like doing except I won't be high or drunk doing them.
I use the halt system constantly .
if when waking I do certain thinks witch helps me maintain my spiritual outlook I hope to be granted a daily reprieve.
im going to start extending my self to new commers with less time then me.
I need to do more service of any kind willingly.
I must keep a consous contact with my hp at all times and be willing to do the right thing . his will not mine be done.
I havn;t posted here in a while but have not forgot my first two days sober where just with the sr people here . GOD bless & have a great day people.

02-13-2009, 09:43 AM	#1 (permalink)
trio313 Member Join Date: Dec 2008 Location: brooklyn new york Posts: 26 Blog Entries: 2	what a life thanks everyboby here for pointing me in the right direction. today I have 65 c/s days. I now have a sponsor,hp,& a bunch of tools to squash any urges that will make me lose my time;witch is very important to me. do I regret the past or fear the future? no I now live in the present. do I have any resentments? sometimes,but now I write them down & put them on the shelf.I am not going to waste a beautiful day carrying them with me. do I work the steps?? not yet but sponsor is going to have me start soon. do I share at meetings? not as much as I should ,but its getting easier every day. I did not give up d/d to be miserable. I am going to do everything I like doing except I won't be high or drunk doing them. I use the halt system constantly . if when waking I do certain thinks witch helps me maintain my spiritual outlook I hope to be granted a daily reprieve. im going to start extending my self to new commers with less time then me. I need to do more service of any kind willingly. I must keep a consous contact with my hp at all times and be willing to do the right thing . his will not mine be done. I havn;t posted here in a while but have not forgot my first two days sober where just with the sr people here . GOD bless & have a great day people.