[Tazman53]

What time is the first meeting you can get to? I am not saying the meeting alone is going to take care of all of this, it won't, but it will give you a chance to get this all out there and off of your chest which in and of itself will help.

I would also call my sponsor & or someone else just to talk.

Prayer........ I know I used to get so darn mad when my sponsor or someone else would always say "Have you prayed about it?", then I tried it, a simple prayer, asking for guidance in what to do to find relief, it actually helped, and still does. I have learned that things do not get as bad if I start praying for guidance when problems first arise now rather then waiting until I am climbing the walls.

Odaat I do pray that you find releif.