| Re: Feeling so much pain
Hi DefofLof,
I'm sorry that you are in so much pain right now, feeling so lonely and rejected. It sounds like you're used to taking care of people and being there for them and then when you need someone, no one is there for you. Finishing up school is a very stressful time and maybe that's part of the reason it's an emotional time for you. You say you're in therapy and that's good, hopefully you can talk about some of these issues with your therapist. I would suggest that you keep reaching out for help, keep trying to find friends to talk with or whatever you need to do to help yourself feel better. When I was finishing school, I was lonely, depressed and confused. After reaching out a few times for help, which was very hard, I just stopped and somehow just decided to hide all my feelings and get by. It wasn't a good choice to make because eventually, many, many years later, I still had to face the same problems and issues. Maybe, if things don't improve, you might talk to your dr about taking an antidepressant. For some people they make a great difference.
I'm sending you big hugs and I hope that you know you are not alone. Feel free to PM me anytime.
Love, Anna
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