Read the whole of this thread and identify 100%.
First AA meeting 19 years ago, hence my log in name. Many drinks meetings and treatments centres later, I now have 7 months sober.
I have struggled with pills of all sorts, but notably codeine for some years. I never took a pill prior to my first attempts at sobriety.
As lost butterfly said I never think of drinking. Codeine is a different matter and I have to be strong everyday and work my program.
Thanks for being here.