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Anyway, so I finally told her 2 weeks ago, "that's it I am quitting all together. Now mind you I have pulled this one before, but I feel different about it this time. I actually know within my heat that I want to quit. I absolutely hate the feeling of being drunk anymore, the beginning, middle, and after effects. I hate that I love alcohol. I am doing this all on my own, no doctors, no AA, and no meds. Just you guys, so I thank you all for helping me and everyone else here, because we all know we need it. The reason I'm going at this alone, and with no doctors or meds, is because I have no insurance I sort of have to go about it this way. We are kinda struggling right now in this economy, but who isn't. I am on unemployment, and she attends college full time. We manage to get by though. I have to admit though that I have had episodes of anxiety, which bothers the hell outta me. The one thing that scares the most about alcoholism is the Wernike-Korsakoff syndrome.
That is my admission to you all. Thanks guys. And the journey begins. God bless.
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