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SunFlower, I am Bi-Polar II, with a dual diagnosis of substance abuse, and have been taking Lamictal, and Adderall, plus trying other anti-depressants. It is going to be up to you to discipline yourself, and decide how much and how important is sleep to you. It seems everything in your day revolves around your ability to sleep. Which is fine if you need it, but motivating yourself is going to be very difficult if it is the lessor of your priorities, and to want it just when it is convenient. It still looks like you still want the drugs or medications to do everything for you. Getting clean and learning to live and function without the use of drugs can be very hard, and it takes a lot of effort on your part, so It is up to you. Thinking about doing something, and actually doing it are what should be looked at. If you want to change you are going to have to be responsible for your own future.
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