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lostbutterfly · 01-23-2009, 03:18 PM

Nearly done with Day 2 and I feel fine Amy. Bit drained and all the usual stuff, but it really isn't bad physically at all. And mentally, I'm doing OK too.

I used to have so little, materially, when my kids were small, coz of childcare etc. And I was way more grateful and happier then, than I have been the past few years.

I used to dream about having a job like I do now, where I get so much responsibility and stuff. I never thought anyone would trust me that much.

And now I have all this stuff and I'm just disatisfied the whole time. Altho getting better, coz I'm realising I could very easily lose the whole lot due to the economy. It really does help your state of mind to be grateful.

LB x

01-23-2009, 03:18 PM	#78 (permalink)
lostbutterfly OMG everything's real Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: England Posts: 3,978 Blog Entries: 3	Nearly done with Day 2 and I feel fine Amy. Bit drained and all the usual stuff, but it really isn't bad physically at all. And mentally, I'm doing OK too. I used to have so little, materially, when my kids were small, coz of childcare etc. And I was way more grateful and happier then, than I have been the past few years. I used to dream about having a job like I do now, where I get so much responsibility and stuff. I never thought anyone would trust me that much. And now I have all this stuff and I'm just disatisfied the whole time. Altho getting better, coz I'm realising I could very easily lose the whole lot due to the economy. It really does help your state of mind to be grateful. LB x __________________ happily addicted to sugar, caffeine and horses