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Nearly done with Day 2 and I feel fine Amy. Bit drained and all the usual stuff, but it really isn't bad physically at all. And mentally, I'm doing OK too.
I used to have so little, materially, when my kids were small, coz of childcare etc. And I was way more grateful and happier then, than I have been the past few years.
I used to dream about having a job like I do now, where I get so much responsibility and stuff. I never thought anyone would trust me that much.
And now I have all this stuff and I'm just disatisfied the whole time. Altho getting better, coz I'm realising I could very easily lose the whole lot due to the economy. It really does help your state of mind to be grateful.
LB x
__________________ I don't have to leave anymore
What I have is right here
Spend my nights and days before
Searching the world for what's right here
I am yours now
So now I don't ever have to leave
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