Hey Tan...
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I would have eaten green beans if they would have changed the way I felt.
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I sure can relate to that..addicted to Valium..then Xanax..then alcohol and weed,
and diet pills. It reminds me of a term they used in the 60's..turn on and drop out.
I didn't use LSD but ..it was bad enough!
Everyone said great stuff..
Horselover said what I would have shared with you, Tan.
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I think its normal to think back wistfully on those days, but then our rational voice takes over and tells us how it REALLY was. How we REALLY effected those we loved.
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And..how it affected us. My bottom almost killed me. (shudder)
All I have to do is remember the last day. And today is not so bad..the using and drinking dream
is not so great! lol
Yes..I get "antsy" on anniversaries..but it is not limited to those. There are other triggers.
The last day. What happened..and how it is today. It always helps.
Love you Tan.
And congrats on your clean and sober time!