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trio313 · 01-15-2009, 06:04 AM

would you believe it's day 35.I don't have the time to do a 90 & 90,but wiyh the meetings I do make & sr here I have managed to stay c.s.
I'm having trouble with picking a sponsor. Trust , ego. Maybe it's fear of rejection. I fell like I'm proposing.anyway its 6.30am n.y. 10 degrees & snowing & i'm off to work.
last sunday I received * 30 day key chain which made be feel good. thanks for the encouragment I received here tony & toad its good to know im heading in the right direction.
have been taking it easy not getting stressed or sucked into any drama.
the honesty here & in the rooms is mindblowing.I am in the middle of a wolfpack daily. if you let your guard down for a second they will eat you alive. BUT I AM SOOOO GRATEFUL JUST TO HAVE 2 ARMS & 2 LEGS im really starting to enjoy this. but I must remain on guard to anything or anybody that will sabotage my recovery. I like to read books any suggestions on meditations that is not to deep or self improvements. I think my soul is starting to come out. have a great day people.

01-15-2009, 06:04 AM	#1 (permalink)
trio313 Member Join Date: Dec 2008 Location: brooklyn new york Posts: 26 Blog Entries: 2	cyber s.r. sponsors ???? would you believe it's day 35.I don't have the time to do a 90 & 90,but wiyh the meetings I do make & sr here I have managed to stay c.s. I'm having trouble with picking a sponsor. Trust , ego. Maybe it's fear of rejection. I fell like I'm proposing.anyway its 6.30am n.y. 10 degrees & snowing & i'm off to work. last sunday I received * 30 day key chain which made be feel good. thanks for the encouragment I received here tony & toad its good to know im heading in the right direction. have been taking it easy not getting stressed or sucked into any drama. the honesty here & in the rooms is mindblowing.I am in the middle of a wolfpack daily. if you let your guard down for a second they will eat you alive. BUT I AM SOOOO GRATEFUL JUST TO HAVE 2 ARMS & 2 LEGS im really starting to enjoy this. but I must remain on guard to anything or anybody that will sabotage my recovery. I like to read books any suggestions on meditations that is not to deep or self improvements. I think my soul is starting to come out. have a great day people.