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Reddmax · 01-12-2009, 12:12 PM

For those you following my saga, this past weekend was rough. The reason it was rough because after almost 3 years of torture, I had finally had enough.

After driving across the state (and back) in a raging snow storm (9 hours), I came home to the same old same old.

I plain lost it..... Now... the question I have is how do I forgive my own behavior and actions. I know I was wrong. I should have dealt with things in a calm and decisive way, but I got mad. I said and did things that were very hateful to both the AW and SD. Has this happened to you? How did you deal with your own anger and grief?

Any good advice would be good.

Redd

P.S. At least it got the AW to quit drinking for 30 hours so far...

01-12-2009, 12:12 PM	#1 (permalink)
Reddmax Member Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: Great Lake Country Posts: 332	I lost it. For those you following my saga, this past weekend was rough. The reason it was rough because after almost 3 years of torture, I had finally had enough. After driving across the state (and back) in a raging snow storm (9 hours), I came home to the same old same old. I plain lost it..... Now... the question I have is how do I forgive my own behavior and actions. I know I was wrong. I should have dealt with things in a calm and decisive way, but I got mad. I said and did things that were very hateful to both the AW and SD. Has this happened to you? How did you deal with your own anger and grief? Any good advice would be good. Redd P.S. At least it got the AW to quit drinking for 30 hours so far...