So, ultimately, I think this is gonna be my decision, and I'm trying to figure out what is best for me.
See now you have a great opportunity being put before you. The only decision you really have to make is do as they suggest and keep an open mind. It is not forever, it is only One Day At A Time, TODAY.
You've been given another opportunity to find some peace and serenity which I know you have been looking for, for a long time now Paul, so I say GO FOR IT whatever it turns out to be.
I am glad you are getting help Paul!!!!! I really am.
Love and hugs,