It's only been a little under 24 hours since I last visited the board but it feels like a loooong time.
I had a pretty good day today, until sometime this evening I started to feel odd. A very strong guilt feeling of sorts, like there's someone out there whose really mad at me right now, I just don't know who it is or why. There are plenty of people out there who have plenty reason to be mad at me, and I'm not sure it will ever go away.
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I don't know if it's "old" that I feel, but my body and my mind just feel blah lately. I feel like I have been inside my body and my mind too long and I want to get out of them, if that makes sense.
I saw my new counselor yesterday and I'll be honest, I am a little skeptical. She's not what I expected. She's very pragmatic and it's probably too soon to tell, but I'm not sure she's able to help in the area's I really need help in. I'm going to give her a shot, but also keep looking.
Well that's all I have to say, just had to get it out there and didn't know where else to put it so I put it here.
Thanks for reading,
LD