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I pray there will be a day when I can accept his love without wondering what he wants or how it will be used against me. It did feel so good to be able to show him my love - i've held it back for so long out of a sense of self-protection and to enforce boundaries for his sake as much as my own. I've just missed my boy so much and seeing these things made me want to let him know that I really do love him - I cant let this addiction and all of his problems keep me from telling him I love him - even if there are consequences I know he needs to hear it as much as I need to say it. He wouldnt have held on to me so long if he didnt need it too.
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I owe nothing to my brothers, nor do I gather debts from them. I ask none to live for me, nor do I live for any others. I am not the means to any end others may wish to accomplish. I am not a tool for their use. I am not a sacrifice on their altars. Ayn Rand |