I want to quit my 60 mg/day oxycodone habit. every time i try to quit and allow myself to start going through withdrawal the thoughts and the loud screaming addiction voice in my head wins out and i take a pill to shut it up.
the physical symptoms are annoying. its my mind i can't escape from.
keeping myself busy and occupied is hard as i'm a stay at home mother, stuck home most days with not much to do except care for the kids, which is very difficult when i'm tired and on the toilet and having hot and cold sweats. i know i should probably send them to my mothers for a week and go somewhere and detox. it's just too difficult for me to ask for help, to admit that i am in fact powerless.
a friend of mine suggested i go get xanax from the doctor to help ease my mind so i can sweat these oxys out of my system. i don't know if that would be any help at all.
any suggestions for me?
