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So I guess it's my turn. I know my problem isn't as severe as many that I have read on here so far. I'll give you a little background. I started smoking weed on and off.. It didn't interfere with my job and it was a nice way to relax. I quit weed for as much as 8 months at a time, and right now I am two months clean on that. I started eating Roxi 50mg on Nov 4th. My brother takes them for back pain and I was swiping them off him just for a little nice high here and there.. until I started eating 2 a day then 3... then 4 or more. I guess thats just how it goes. Well I decided to put an end to it. I was only eating them regularly for about a month at 4 a day or so. But Saturday afternoon at 4:00 pm was my last pill. I slept ok Saturday night.. and Sunday I woke up feeling the same way I do every morning after eating pills. Like crap. So I decided I wasn't going to take anymore. I had cravings to bust into the medicine cabinet on Sunday night but I didn't. And let me tell you last night was a whopper of a horrible time. I felt fine at around 7pm last night, which was weird so I decided to eat some macaroni. At around 9pm I was feeling tired so I laid down to go to sleep.. then I felt something weird in my throat and I began vomiting profusely. I was leaking out from both ends. Every two hours last night I would get up to vomit.. Could hardly sleep. I think I slept maybe an hour or two MAX.
This morning I felt terrible. Had cold sweats etc. I found this forum last night at around 4 in the morning.. I needed advice. I found alot here which is why I felt I needed to post and thank you all for the sound advice. I'm doing this cold turkey.. And I know again I've only been eating those pills for roughly two months.. but man it kicks your behind when you want it out of your system.
Worst thing is.. I have a job interview in one hour.. and my stomach still feels sour. But I feel a lot better than I did 12 hours ago. Hopefully tonight I can sleep better. I've been drinking tons of water, taking antacid for my upset stomach and I had some immodium for the leakyness.
Pain killers are no good. If I make it to tomorrow which I know I will god willing I won't ever touch those again. I know my story is peanuts to some.. but the way I was spazzing out last night just goes to show you.. its a poison and the body wants it out. By any means necessary.
Well wish me luck on my interview.. I Hope i don't barf up in his face. lol
Warm Baths, video games, toast when I can eat it. Hopefully i feel 100% better tomorrow. 4pm today will be 48hrs without a pill.
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