Glad to see the advice you are getting here and that it is apparently helping you get your head back in the sobriety game.
It must be hard for you to be so young (when everyone around you is all about partying) and stay sober. I'm not an alcoholic or addict myself, so I only pose the following to provoke thoughts, not as advice of judgement - - but consider this: maybe you can drink "normal" again, or maybe you will be like others here who dropped even lower than their previous low in record time. My question is this: since the only way to find out is to learn the hard way.............DO THE POTENTIAL RISKS OUTWEIGH THE POTENTIAL BENEFITS?
It's the old school pros vs. cons, but I think you'll find the answer presents itself to you quite readily.
Good luck to you in all your efforts!!