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What a powerful way to end your message-- I absolutely want my life back! Not that it was perfect before, but it was more stable, more manageable, less shady, etc. Adderall is so hard to come by so I do go for long periods of time without it, but when I get it, I can't control myself. I take way too much, isolate myself while trying to act normal, don't feel any emotions... it's time I made the decision not to do it anymore, even if it is available. It's totally psychological with me, I'm not physically dependent on it. Is it possible to quit on your own with the support of this community/loved ones? I don't think I need inpatient rehab, do you??
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