[Little Missy]

Last night my husband and I had a great evening. Joking around, playing with the kids, etc. He even told me I was beautiful (something he never does). I thought this were really starting to turn around for us. Then at 1:30 this morning, he comes and sits on the edge of the bed. He is having a panic attack and is just panting. All of the sudden he just passes out. If I hadn't been there he would have fallen. Did he hyperventalate, is that what caused him to pass out? Should I let him go to work today? He woke up in about 45 seconds. I was so scared, I'd even checked to make sure he was breathing. He said he was scared that if he did one little thing wrong, I would take the kids and leave him. I told him I wouldn't, that the kids need their Daddy and I need him too. He is so jealous and inscure all because of me. I left him 3 years ago and was lucky enough for him to take me back. Now he doesn't trust me, and I don't blame him. For years now, I always cut him down and made stuff up just for an excuse to drink. Look what I have done to his life. I told him I'd take him to my psych Dr. today, and he said it wouldn't help. I told him he HAD to go to the Al-anon website (other then this one) because people there would understand and be able to help him. He said he would do that, anything not to feel the way he has been feeling. It's odd being the one who can't do anything to help. What a terrible feeling. Thanks and let me know what to do.
Missy