:'(... sigh... lots of stress, worry, confusion, fear with my life and of course my former stepfather who lives in the house... so sick ... feel like I'm gonna die... ugh... I hate myself... nothing ever gets better, can't ... just get better, even after 195 days without booze.
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"Make a joke and I will sigh, and you will laugh, and I will cry. Happiness I can not feel, and love to me is so unreal." Loony from Rings of Power
