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NoLongerAJunkie · 12-15-2008, 09:59 AM

I have tried everything, I'm currently in recovery for drugs as well. I have 35 days clean today, but now that I'm starting to get rid of 1 addiction, another surfaces. I used to cut when I was 12 until I was like 14, then I quit. and i'd have a few slip up's once in a great while. but nothing serious, and now everynight i've been coming home and just sitting there for like an hour or more, just cutting my wrists... just letting the blood drip all over my notebook, my face, anything! I just want to see blood, that's all I want. And I know if I keep doing this, i'm going to lose my boyfriend... buut I can't quite find the drive to quit... HELP!

12-15-2008, 09:59 AM	#1 (permalink)
NoLongerAJunkie Heroin is my weakness. Join Date: Dec 2008 Location: Saint Charles, Illinois Posts: 2	I'm desperate I have tried everything, I'm currently in recovery for drugs as well. I have 35 days clean today, but now that I'm starting to get rid of 1 addiction, another surfaces. I used to cut when I was 12 until I was like 14, then I quit. and i'd have a few slip up's once in a great while. but nothing serious, and now everynight i've been coming home and just sitting there for like an hour or more, just cutting my wrists... just letting the blood drip all over my notebook, my face, anything! I just want to see blood, that's all I want. And I know if I keep doing this, i'm going to lose my boyfriend... buut I can't quite find the drive to quit... HELP!