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hopeangel · 12-15-2008, 09:27 AM

all your responses have touched me to the core -truly. it's times like these when i read this board and see the strength, caring, and self awareness of the people here that i realize that i am gratful for the relationship i have had with an alcoholic. i really was struggling to find something that i was gratful for from my relationship with him- and here i find it... it has and will make me a stronger person. a lot of people go through their entire lives and never deal with themselves and because of that are not capable of finding true happiness or having a truly loving relationship with anyone. we are forced to do that and for that and all of you, i am gratful.

i really don't know what i am going to do -or how i am going to handle this all- or how i'm going to get through all of it. i'm taking it one day at a time.

AH did not drink until yesterday. i was scared and angry, but he kept to himself and i kept to myself. i am not talking to him again. at least now i have my answer...it doesn't matter what i do or how i act with him until he gets true help and treatment he is going to continue in has addiction.

please keep the prayers coming!!! and thank you from the bottom of my heart!!!!

12-15-2008, 09:27 AM	#31 (permalink)
hopeangel Member Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: oh Posts: 756	hi everyone all your responses have touched me to the core -truly. it's times like these when i read this board and see the strength, caring, and self awareness of the people here that i realize that i am gratful for the relationship i have had with an alcoholic. i really was struggling to find something that i was gratful for from my relationship with him- and here i find it... it has and will make me a stronger person. a lot of people go through their entire lives and never deal with themselves and because of that are not capable of finding true happiness or having a truly loving relationship with anyone. we are forced to do that and for that and all of you, i am gratful. i really don't know what i am going to do -or how i am going to handle this all- or how i'm going to get through all of it. i'm taking it one day at a time. AH did not drink until yesterday. i was scared and angry, but he kept to himself and i kept to myself. i am not talking to him again. at least now i have my answer...it doesn't matter what i do or how i act with him until he gets true help and treatment he is going to continue in has addiction. please keep the prayers coming!!! and thank you from the bottom of my heart!!!!