[baggervance]

I have had little sleep in 4 days maybe 2 hrs a night and I feel awful. I have been taking ambein for years my MD had upped me to 20 mil a night. I started sleep walking eating and drove the other night. I have not took them since. Last night I was desperate for sleep and asked my wife for a half of a muscle relaxer I saw tears well up in her eyes and it broke my heart. Ive tried to be normal but my clock just doesnt work. If I take the ambein I go to bed around 9 and get up around 5. If I dont I might stay up 30 hours and sleep 14and it has always been like that. I sleep better in day than at night. My wife hides the ambein from me because I will abuse them if I have the chance I find myself hunting for them when shes not here. I always run through them before my refills. I have no more refills so I going to try and just quit them.