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Originally Posted by missy123  Basically I am a nutcase. I have a few problems when sober. But I am a nutcase, complete nutcase when drinking.
All the great things about me have disappeared. It's because of the alcohol.
Even if I fix myself people are still going to think I am a nutcase. I'm a complete embarrassment, I am a complete disgrace. And right now I completely hate myself.
I'm a nutcase because I have hurt someone so close to me who has given me the whole world. I hate myself because of it. I don't know how to fix it. I don't know what to do.
All because I am a stupid alcoholic. All because I cannot control myself like normal people. |
WELCOME!!!
Most of us were
complete nutcases when we were drinking.
If you get sober and stay sober,
the people that mind won't matter, and the people that matter won't mind about what you did during your drinking career.
They will be happy that you're
sober.
I am an alcoholic, but stupidity or intelligence has nothing to do with it. I was born an alcoholic, I became a practicing alcoholic when I started drinking, a recovering alcoholic when I stopped drinking. Keep coming back, you'll find a
lot of support here.