Hopefully, you can find the strength to make it inside the meeting. Like others, I cried a lot my first few months. It helped. Now, I see new people coming in with fear and tears and I am able to reach out, because I have been there! Then I feel strong helping the new person, even with just a smile and a hug. I stay strong for my kids (ages 4,8,10)
A big smile and a hug for you...keep posting